Thursday, April 10, 2008

addiction

One month and sh will be three. Ihad a strange day. Couldn't figure out was the problem with the computer. Blank blue screen. First window of a galaxy or shooting stars. Millions. Then blank. I became very nervous, confused, no energy. Called the acupuncturist for more refills and a consult. lt is now thirty dollars. What to take to help my addiction to confusion, helplessness,lack of focus, walking around in circle.
I called David many times. Finally figured it out myself. NBD. Just like the last one.
Anyway, I feel addicted to this computer. the keys are a bit too shallow for me but the rest is awesome.
If I get to Portland I will have David get me a laptop so I can bring it to the parents.
Jealousy. M. has a lover. Is upset about my tree. It is always something and the rest is self servilng I think.

I want to go to Home Depot and get more portulacca. Forgot to call bus. Maybe on Sat. Got a jade plant and split it into three. Two little and a big.

Bogie went in his den for the first time. Just a week. So different from Phoebe and that is good. He ignores Bufos for one thing
Just ramblin' rose here. So much to do and I ignore it. Ignore me or indulge me in what i feel like even tho I feel like i wish the house was neat.
What an incredible treat.
I have to deal with boxes and boxes. First kitchen, bathroom, then next Sunday look for a sofa at IKEA
Very groggy. Tashi Delek Lalitasys

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